As I lay,
I drown in my own sea of tears.
It\'s getting harder to breathe as
The time seems to blur...
...Almost like slow motion...
I remain sinking as
The gravity pulls me to the bottom...
Swooning with the tide...
...This is the final dance...
I close my eyes
And release my last breath of life...
Yet somehow,
I couldn\'t be more grateful.
I wipe dejected tears from
My raw, sensitive eyes.
I stand and escape from this harness
That forces me to my deranged life.
The sun streams through
And lights the dusty room
As I part the blinds.
I look out my window inquisitively
And recollect all the things my
Delerious mind has been restraining me from.
My existence has more of a purpose
Than I realized.
The sun gives a spectacular preformance
As it sets and leaves me in a peaceful dark.
I streatch my firm muscles and begin to savor
This moment of my new life.
The stars sparkle in the night\'s sky as I
Arrange to celebrate and reclaim myself.
This is my new beginning